This be my day.
I am so confused. I can't escape it. I need out... or in? I don't know what I'm feeling towards anyone, myself included. My wants, needs, hopes, and desires can't seem to separate. It's all mudding up into a mushy, stress-filled nothing. I can't even think straight. i don't know why I cry, or laugh... I don't know if I have regrets or not, I just need something. i don't know what it is. God, today just...sucks. I do know of one thing I really want... Bagpipes.
I love the sound of bagpipes.
I fucking hate space. But, tonight. I feel like I'm there.
And, how about these stupid fucks?
I wish I could ride one right now.
That'll be all.